September 5, 2024
All my life
over and over
people have told me
that I'm not important
They ignored what I had to say
Stayed ignorant of my feelings
Refused to understand me
Scolded me for talking about my problems
It wasn't everyone
but it was enough people
to make me feel like
I didn't matter
It's so much easier
to hold it all inside
rather than facing that rejection
from the ones I love
But I must remember
that the people that love me...
Want me to share the things I love
care about how I'm feeling
work hard to understand me
try to help with my problems
They care about me
They love me
And to them
I am important
# Poetry # SelfLove # Depression # MentalHealth # Loneliness # Insecurity # Kindness
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September 2, 2024
You made an image
and gave it my name
You tried to capture me
but it wasn't quite right
When you learned this
you got angry
“Why isn't she like this?”
You asked yourself
And you took it out on me
You never loved me
You loved an image of me
That you made up
That's
not
my
fault
I'm kind and snarky
Loving and anxious
Flirty and cuddly
And so much more
That you will never know
Unless you get to know me
instead of that image
In your head
Know all of me
Accept all of me
Love all of me
# Poetry # MyBeautifulSky # Love # AcceptingOthers
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August 29, 2024
We were built differently
We work in ways
that so many don't understand
So they called us names
Weird
Creepy Disgusting
Wrong Broken
Burden
They said those words
Over and over and over
Until we believed them
We started calling ourselves that
But they're wrong
We are not broken
We are not burdens
No, we are
Kind Trusting
Loving Silly
Beautiful Special
Different
If they can keep saying
all those mean words
Then why can't we say
all those kind words?
Let's use new words
to describe who we really are
And keep using them over and over again
until we believe them
# Poetry # Insecurity # Hope # MentalHealth
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August 26, 2024
The changes
I'm going through
are many things
tough unknown
stressful
exciting
good necessary
difficult
scary
Of all the things
that these changes are
there is one thing
they are very
much
not
They are not
about
you
These changes are MINE to make
They are what I need
They are what is good
What is right
for me
# Poetry # MyBeautifulSky # Trans # SelfLove
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August 22, 2024
Soooooooooooo
Y'all might've noticed that there was no poem this morning. I've been very busy lately, so I haven't had a ton of time to write.
But rest assured, I'm going to get back to it, and the Monday poems will continue as planned, as they are scheduled through the next few months.
Thank you all so much for your understanding. I love you all!
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August 19, 2024
I didn't understand at first
I thought you were controlling
That you worried too much
That you didn't care
But now I see it
You tried to guide me
You were worried
Because you did care
Now here we are
After countless shouting matches
After so many times I stormed off
And none of that matters now
you worry
you try to do everything
you never stopped loving me
you accept me as your daughter
you always make sure I'm eating
you always check in on me
you care
That's why I love you
That's why I'm proud to be your daughter
That's why I'm proud to call you
Mom
# Poetry # Family # Love
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August 15, 2024
When someone you love is sad
there's only so much you can do
to make them smile again
When someone you love is scared
there's only so much you can do
to chase away the demons
When somone you love is struggling
there's only so much you can do
to help them move forward
It's hard to accept your limits
especially when it comes to helping a loved one
You may not be able to fix it at all
but what you can do every time
Be there
Keep loving them
Listen to their needs
And eventually
That will be enough
# Poetry # Life # LifeAdvice
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August 12, 2024
I don't deserve to be
Miserable
Crying in the corner
Where no one will see
I don't deserve to be
Excluded
Ignored and left behind
Without a thought
I don't deserve to be
Alone
Cast out and abandoned
Time and time again
I deserve
Love
Warmth Kindness Acceptance
Belonging Understanding
Better
# Poetry # MyBeautifulSky # SelfCare # NoToxicity # SelfLove
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August 8, 2024
When you plan for the worst
You keep yourself safe
but you risk closing yourself off
from the best
There is so much to life
and exploring it puts you at risk
It's easy to get jaded
and close yourself off
But when you live in the dark
seeing danger everywhere
you will never get to see
the beauty in life
Expecting the worst
might keep you alive
But when you expect the best
That's when you get to live
# Poetry # LifeAdvice # Anxiety
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August 5, 2024
I have boundaries
They are designed
To keep me safe
I've learned them
Through trial and error
From times I've been hurt
And had to heal
To stay safe
If you cross one
Without knowing
I will forgive you
Even if
I need to take space
To stay safe
If you ignore them
Criticize me for them
or shame me for them
Then I will need a new one
I will need to stay away
from you
To keep me safe
# Poetry # MyBeautifulSky # SettingBoundaries # SelfCare # NoToxicity
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