I am hurting
Even if you
can't understand why
Just let me be sad
That's all
I need from you
To let me feel
How I'm going to feel
Don't tell me
about how other people
have it worse than me
Don't lecture me
about being proper
or using my manners
I have these feelings
Let me feel them
You made an image
and gave it my name
You tried to capture me
but it wasn't quite right
When you learned this
you got angry
“Why isn't she like this?”
You asked yourself
And you took it out on me
You never loved me
You loved an image of me
That you made up
That's
not
my
fault
I'm kind and snarky
Loving and anxious
Flirty and cuddly
And so much more
That you will never know
Unless you get to know me
instead of that image
In your head
I didn't understand at first
I thought you were controlling
That you worried too much
That you didn't care
But now I see it
You tried to guide me
You were worried
Because you did care
Now here we are
After countless shouting matches
After so many times I stormed off
And none of that matters now
you worry
you try to do everything
you never stopped loving me
you accept me as your daughter
you always make sure I'm eating
you always check in on me
you care
That's why I love you
That's why I'm proud to be your daughter
That's why I'm proud to call you