November 14, 2024
It's late
and my feelings are running wild
I can't control them anymore
It's time to brush my teeth and go to bed
I'll be better in the morning, but now
all those horrible thoughts are loose
the ones I struggle to keep at bay all the time
I need to brush my teeth and go to bed
You can ask me how I'm doing
but you won't like the answer
so instead, I gonna go to my room
It'll be better once I brush my teeth and go to bed
I know it's scary
It's even worse inside my head
but tomorrow is a bright new day
So I'm gonna brush my teeth and go to bed
# Poetry # SelfCare
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November 11, 2024
I got my nails done
They're bright and sparkly now
And it makes me happy
So that's what I did
I got my hair dyed
Now it's colorful
And growing just how I want it
So that's what I did
I shaved my legs
Now they're soft and smooth
And it brings a smile to my face
So that's what I did
No more
doing what other people want
for the sake of pleasing them
I'm doing what I want
Yes
That's what I'll do
# Poetry # MyBeautifulSky # SelfCare
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November 7, 2024
Look at this
I worked so hard on it
Even though it's not perfect
It's amazing
See how it shines right there?
That took two weeks
See the way it spins and goes?
That took three months
I worked and struggled and cried
There were a lot of times I wanted to quit
But in the end, I made it work
Me
I'm good at this
I'm proud of myself
And you know what?
That's okay
It's okay to boast and brag
It's okay to show off a little bit
After all, I worked really hard
so today
I'm gonna take some time
to appreciate myself
# Poetry # SelfCare
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October 21, 2024
I need words
Full
of love
and praise
I need time
To laugh
To cry
To talk
To be heard
I need affection
The warm touch
Of one
I love
These
are my needs
It's valid
to express them
And they
are important
# Poetry # MyBeautifulSky # SelfCare # SelfLove
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October 14, 2024
When I reach
the end
of a long day
I can lay down
and rest
I don't need
to earn it
I only need
to be tired
to allow myself
to rest
I don't need
to push myself
beyond my limits
I can simply
lay my head down
and rest
I won't forget
that I always need
my rest
# Poetry # MyBeautifulSky # SelfCare # Rest
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September 23, 2024
This is a boundary
No, I won't explain it
It exists because of trauma
Severe pain
inflicted
time and time again
This is a want
No, I won't explain it
It exists because of me
I've listened
and learned
time and time again
This is a need
No, I won't explain it
It exists because of life
Years lived
Feelings hurt
time and time again
Sometimes, they may shift
Moving as I reassess them
They're mine to have
You are not involved in making them
So you do not need to understand
You need to respect them
Because if you can't respect
my boundaries
my wants
my needs
Then I can't be around you
# Poetry # MyBeautifulSky # SettingBoundaries # SelfCare
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September 16, 2024
I am hurting
Even if you
can't understand why
Just let me be sad
That's all
I need from you
To let me feel
How I'm going to feel
Don't tell me
about how other people
have it worse than me
Don't lecture me
about being proper
or using my manners
I have these feelings
Let me feel them
Let me cry
# Poetry # MyBeautifulSky # SelfCare # SettingBoundaries
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August 12, 2024
I don't deserve to be
Miserable
Crying in the corner
Where no one will see
I don't deserve to be
Excluded
Ignored and left behind
Without a thought
I don't deserve to be
Alone
Cast out and abandoned
Time and time again
I deserve
Love
Warmth Kindness Acceptance
Belonging Understanding
Better
# Poetry # MyBeautifulSky # SelfCare # NoToxicity # SelfLove
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August 5, 2024
I have boundaries
They are designed
To keep me safe
I've learned them
Through trial and error
From times I've been hurt
And had to heal
To stay safe
If you cross one
Without knowing
I will forgive you
Even if
I need to take space
To stay safe
If you ignore them
Criticize me for them
or shame me for them
Then I will need a new one
I will need to stay away
from you
To keep me safe
# Poetry # MyBeautifulSky # SettingBoundaries # SelfCare # NoToxicity
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July 29, 2024
My thoughts and feelings
are valid and important
I choose to express them
to you
But you didn't ask
about me or how I felt
You discarded my words
They meant nothing to you
So I'm finished
I won't let you back in
to my mind or my heart
If you won't listen to me
Then I won't talk to you
# Poetry # MyBeautifulSky # NoToxicity # Listening # SettingBoundaries # SelfCare
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