The Poet Sky

Poetry for people who could use a little kindness

Salutations, friend!

I'm six weeks post op!

This means most of my activity restrictions have been lifted. I'm allowed to lift heavy (more than five pounds) objects again, my body maintenance has been reduced from four times daily to three, I can take baths, and a few other things that I won't say here!

It's been a rough six weeks. My mental health has been erratic, with a lot of crashes in the last week in particular. Thank you to everyone who has reached out during this time. My poetry posting will hopefully stabilize again once my mental health does. Until then, I hope you've enjoyed what I've managed to post.

In the coming weeks, I'm gonna try going out again. I don't know about open mics, but at least going to some local events. We'll see how it goes.

I love you all so much. Thank you for letting me share my journey with you.

#SkyBottomSurgery

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Even on the bad days when I'm struggling to go on I can still try my best to keep carrying on

It's tough to push through it to reach for my dreams but I can still keep going what else is there to do?

Sure, I might fail I might end up going backwards but other days, if I'm lucky I'll find just the right words

I can make a difference I can keep moving on Above all else I can still try

#Poetry #TouchTheClouds #Resilience #Hope

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My demons are many

Anxiety Depression Dysphoria

But the biggest one of all the one that haunts my every moment

Trauma

Every cut Every bruise Every slammed door Every hateful scream Every venomous jab

I remember them all

Trauma won't let me forget

But I need to move on Keep moving forward I know it will heal with time The nightmares aren't real It's gonna be okay

Just keep moving forward One day at a time

#Poetry #TouchTheClouds #Hope #Demons

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At first, I didn't see them I didn't even know they were there then they flickered to life for a second bright and beautiful

just like me

They flickered and faded again and again I could only see them at special moments but as fleeting as they were I knew they belonged

Just like me

One day, I went to sleep closed my eyes and when I opened them there were my wings clear as a sunny, blue sky

Just Like me

Now my wings are always there fluttering and colorful full of light and beauty just like a butterfly

Just Like Me

#Poetry #Trans #Joy

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I'm home again! After over two weeks away, I'm so happy to be back. My own home, my own bed. My couch, my kitties. My lovely roommates. There really is no place like home.

In the coming days, I'm going to write up more of my experience with this process. The two weeks of lots of ups and downs. The potions I drank, the maneuvers I learned, and the intense training I am undergoing.

For now, I'm just happy to be home again.

#SkyBottomSurgery

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Away for so long Now I will never forget There's no place like home

#RecoveryHaiku

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What will happen next? I will keep my fingers crossed And hope for the best

#RecoveryHaiku

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Tick tock goes the clock I feel every second Waiting for nothing

#RecoveryHaiku

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No poem today I am still recovering So have a haiku

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Good news! I've been discharged! I can walk little bits, and mostly eat regular food. I'm staying near the hospital and surgeon's office.

My pain has stayed below a 5/10 the entire time. The worst was the boredom and struggling to sleep in the hospital. Even then, the stress from that doesn't begin to compare to the stress of my dysphoria over the past 20 years.

The hospital staff were phenominal. The surgeon and her PA were on top of my recovery at every step. I couldn't have been in better hands.

Thank you to everyone who has been checking on me and sending me well wishes. You all mean so much to me.

I love you all!

#SkyBottomSurgery

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