June 27, 2024
How long have I lived for others?
How long have I tried to fit in?
I push down my wants and needs
I ignore my own feelings
I put on a mask
so everyone else will accept me
How far back does it go?
How long have I been afraid?
I had questions I never asked
Feelings I never expressed
Options I never explored
all so I wouldn't be laughed at
I don't know how long
I may never know
But I accept myself now
So I'm finished pretending
It's time to be me
# Poetry # BeYourself # Trans # SelfLove
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June 24, 2024
Sometimes
Life hits HARD
too fast to react too strong to take too much to bear and I have to stop and rest
When I do
I realize I wasn't ready
Life was worse
than I thought it'd be
It's so easy
to become jaded
to assume
Life will always be
this bad
Sometimes
Life surprises me
it's soft and calming, gentle and kind, warm and loving
Life is looking out for me
I realize
Life was better
than I thought it'd be
It's so hard
to take Life
one day at a time
But I still have
those moments of kindness
to remind me
That Life isn't always as bad
As I thought it'd be
# Poetry # MyBeautifulSky # Life # Hope
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June 22, 2024
The next episode of Rose the Rainbow Mouse is finally here! You can watch it on her MakerTube channel!
In this episode, we talk about growing up, going to school, and the teachers that accepted us no matter how different we were.
In the Land of Fairytales and Rhyme, Rose meets one of those people.
I'm so excited for the new animation, and I've even got subtitles! The audio is a little quiet as I figure out the right settings for my mic.
Thank you all so much for your patience while I got this out. I'm hoping to have the next one up next Saturday, so stay tuned!
# RoseTheRainbowMouse
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June 20, 2024
It's a sunny day
a lovely stroll
shiny people
a good sleep
Days like this
make the world bright
the air fresh
the sun warm
It won't last forever
and tomorrow might be dreary
so I'll enjoy today
as best I can
I'll breathe the air
I'll feel the sun
I'll store up the light
And I'll enjoy
every moment
# Poetry # Life # Nature # Joy
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June 17, 2024
When life is too much
When it hits too hard
It helps to know
That I can stop
and listen
to the sounds of life
Close my eyes
Take deep breaths
Listen
Birds
Piano
Guitar
Drums
Laughter
Song
Happiness
Rain
Love
Life goes on
All around me
And I know
I can listen
And remember
that I'm not alone
# Poetry # MyBeautifulSky # Life # Nature
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June 13, 2024
I walk through life
taking careful steps
because I always do my best
to be kind
I don't expect it from others
but I still watch out for it
because I can always do more
to be kind
When I experience kindness
especially a brand new sort
I remember that new way
to be kind
Because I know that random bits of kindness
can brighten anyone's day
so I'll keep learning and do my very best
to be kind
# Poetry # Kindness # Life
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June 10, 2024
It has taken
years
and years
and years
To see myself
As more than my mistakes
To love myself
Despite the times
I didn't think
I didn't know
I didn't understand
If that is all YOU see
If you cannot accept
That I am NOT perfect
Then all YOU are doing
is holding ME back
and I deserve so much better
# Poetry # MyBeautifulSky # NoToxicity # SelfCare
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June 6, 2024
They can make you laugh
They can make you cry
But you never know which one
They're going to do next
Maybe you'll be happy
Smiling and laughing together
The world full of bright color
Maybe you'll be sad
Heartbroken and numb
The world cold and empty
You don't know which one
There's no way to know what happens next
You just have to jump
And hope for the best
I guess that's why they call it
“Falling in love”
# Poetry # Love # Romantic
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June 3, 2024
I've held on
to so much
for so long
So much pain
So much regret
So much resentment
I never knew how
to let go
But it's time
That I start learning
Deep breaths
Open my hands
Let go
It's finally time
To let it all go
# Poetry # MyBeautifulSky # SelfCare # MovingOn
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May 30, 2024
I'm afraid of the storm clouds
The chaos
The darkness
The uncertainty
But for the sake of the sun
Her light
Her love
Her hope
I won't let that fear
Stop me
# Poetry # Hope # Fear # Nature
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