Joy
I feel it creeping in but it’s not darkness, it’s light for once, it’s not threatening me I don’t have to put up a fight
I feel it creeping in but it’s not darkness, it’s light for once, it’s not threatening me I don’t have to put up a fight
When people smile at you Do you have to ask yourself if they’re only being polite that they think you’re annoying?
It was nice at first full of love and joy but it was all fake it was only a ploy
I think you’ve had enough of beating yourself up It’s okay if you make your share of mistakes
On the ground I lie my wings, broken and bloody My flame is going out as I let the darkness take me
I love that you remember all of your mistakes and can’t stand to see them
I don’t mean to run But I’m about to collapse and if I’m going to fall apart I’d rather be with friends
I’m falling apart moments from tears but I will still find the strength for a smile
Dread rakes its claws through my brain Sowing the seeds of doubt Spreading terror through my mind reminding me that I don’t deserve this
I know I can tell you over and over again that you are enough for me